A Chicago Christmas

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Although I only spent 5 years in the city of my birth…I remember it well!  There was a snow on the ground and more in the air, as mom announced that she had retrieved Laughing Santa…and that I must come to see him!

Before me was the little, stuffed, Chief Elf…with his brightly painted face and the crank on his back.  The more that mom turned the crank…the more heartily Old St. Nick laughed.  I watched his antics and reveled in his laughter and wondered how he was able to be so human and yet…seemed not to be so?

There were many, uniquely wrapped, gifts under the 8 foot aluminum Christmas Tree.   Pointing at the shiny artificial  Tannenbaum was a rotating light with a cover of multi-colors that diffused the spectrum of color of the subsequent glow of the beam.

We had returned from our excursion into the city where we saw the new release of Walt Disney’s movie, Lady and the Tramp.  And, the information overload for me, at 3 years old, was tremendous…and ‘visions of sugarplums danced in my head!’

Soon dad and me and mom sat under the Tree as a, mysterious visitor, took our photo…’and that is the rest of the story.’

It was after dark and our outside Christmas lights were lit…and we heard a terrible commotion on the roof of our house in Sauk Village.  It sounded like someone had been on the roof and fell off.  As dad answered the door, I heard him proclaim…’Why come right in!’  There before us…was Santa Claus in all of his red suited, and white bearded, and pipe smoking glory!

Santa laughed, a lesser laugh, than what I had expected…and he wondered if he could use our phone to call Mrs. Claus?  He went on to say that he and the Missus had been involved in a spat when he left and he needed to ensure that there was a home for him to return to…when the Christmas Eve work was completed.  Dad showed him our one phone in the hall…and he began to dial.  We gave him his privacy…he looked like that he needed it.  We heard him say, ‘but…but…but,’ on several occasions, and then he joined us in the living room.  Santa said that he had patched things up and inquired was there anything that he could do for us…before he resumed his journey.  Mom responded that she would like for him to snap a family photo of us under the Christmas Tree.  Santa took her camera and took two pictures…in case the first one did not come out right.

Dad poured the, ‘spritely old elf,’ some eggnog and asked if he wanted something stronger in it…and he smiled with the rosiest of cheeks and said, ‘absolutely!’

As Santa left, on our carport were the reindeer and a bright red glow…from Rudolph’s nose.  Donner and Vixen called out to Santa and asked, ‘where’s ours?’ referring to the spiked eggnog.

So, that is how the Brooks Family Photo…was taken.

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‘Waiting For Godot’

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‘Waiting for Godot is a play by Samuel Beckett.’    Wikipedia

”The play is a typical example of the Theatre of the Absurd, and people use the phrase ‘waiting for Godot’ to describe a situation where they are waiting for something to happen, but it probably never will…’    Wikipedia

So, I often say that I am, ‘waiting for Godot!’

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Aren’t we all waiting for many things in our lives…that have not exhibited themselves ever…or at least not on a semi-regular basis We wait for Godot when we seek justice and fair treatment for all peoples…not just the majority or those who are favored by the political class.  We wait patiently for our elected leaders to care more about their constituents than their own interests.  What a treat it would be to witness a concerted focus to address global warming!

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We live in a country that, by all available measurable criteria, live in multiple realities.  There was a famous book, many years ago, that was entitled, Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus.  This book demonstrated the difficulty in men and women communicating with each other and understanding and empathizing with each others point of view.  Today points of view are dictated by the television news network that you receive your news from.

When I was a teenager, men simply understood that they were going to be drafted and be sent to Vietnam.  My cousin, Billy, was drafted.  The only reason that I was not drafted was due to President Carter abolishing the draft before I became of age to go!

We all watched Walter Cronkite on CBS or Huntley and Brinkley on NBC and we basically received the same news.

We wept when President Kennedy was assassinated in Dallas, Texas on November 22, 1963 at 12:30 pm, central standard time.  Somehow, we understood that we would never be the same…and we have not!

We are told by our parents and our elders to work hard and ‘pay-our-dues’ and seek to excel in our careers!  We are assured that if we will apply ourselves…we will climb the ladder of success…and we will be another example of the American Dream!  We are told that anyone can be President of the United States and anyone can be the CEO of a Fortune 500 company…the Horatio Alger story of rags to riches…is ours for the taking….

But, what if the person who is doing the hiring…does not play by the rules?  What if it is not…what you know…but who you know….?

Institutions agonize regarding their low morale.  They engage is studies….and consultants….and large committees…too investigate and conduct in depth research into the quandary of ebbing excitement about the work-place!

The answer is simple….we all wait….much as our Jewish friends wait for the Messiah…or justice and equity and fairness…and recognition of consistent hard work and a passion for the job….and someone who has placed their heart and soul into their career….being recognized for their efforts…rather than being passed over for a friend of the boss!

We are still, ‘Waiting for Godot!’

 

 

The Trees Know

Smiling anthropomorphic trees clapping beside an autumn forest path
Animated trees clap and laugh along a leaf-covered forest path in a playful autumn scene.

Another lovely fall day. The horizon was clear and uncomplicated. Acorns fell in the woods. There is noise in the quiet if you listen. A cry in the distance. Difficult to ascertain if it emanates from the human or animal kingdom. Could it be the sound of a bird? It is a bit ethereal. The Woods is watching. Leaves fall regularly now. Cold weather is coming this week.

Days of expectation. Days of hope. Waiting for the call. Waiting for the great commission. Waiting for orders from headquarters. No rest for the weary, Neva J often said. Panoramic Theatre surrounds us. Dolby sound. What we experience is like being there…we are there…we wait for new technology. Our limbs are tired but our trunk is strong. The trees of the forest have a lesson to teach. They are committed to their assignment. They stretch toward Heaven. They grow their roots deep in the Earth. Life is focus. The Turtledove is heard in our land.

A turtle dove sings above a smiling older man and two small animals in an autumn forest.
A singing turtle dove leads a cheerful family through a richly illustrated autumn forest.

We fit the spiritual into pots of clay. The fit is not good…the spirits keep leaking out. We forget our essence at our peril. We look at our reflection in the mirror and soon forget what manner of man or woman we are. What was a mission becomes an obsession. Power is good if used sparingly. The corruption of power is swift. A heady drug of believing your own stories.

Comic panels read “MIRROR OF FORGETTING,” “WAIT... WHAT... WHAT DID I LOOK LIKE JUST NOW?” and “I CAN’T REMEMBER... THEIR FACE IS A BLANK IN MY MIND.”
A vintage comic scene explores confusion and fading memories through a mirror and remembered faces.

The prince grew up in the castle. He was cared for day and night. Fed with a golden spoon…read to by his nannies…washed by his nursemaid. The little prince was carried on a silk pillow. Neither the wind or rain or sun hurt his tender head. He laughed when the court jesters danced before him. The little prince was told morning noon and evening that he was a good boy…wonderful…special…none like him. The Little Prince believed what he was told. He grew and became a leader of the people. The crowds loved him and worshipped him. They called out that he was sent by God for their benefit…chosen. No one told the Little Price no. No one disagreed. No one had a better idea. Finally the Little Prince became the Old King.

Donald Trump asleep at desk beside plaque reading “PRESIDENT DONALD J. TRUMP”
A satirical illustration depicts President Donald Trump asleep over paperwork at his desk.

Old King was often in a foul mood. The servants did not work quickly enough…they did not bow low enough…he could not hear them when they spoke…he thought them a bit stupid. Old King felt bad all the time. He was heavy on his tired feet…he winded easily…eating was one of his only pleasures. Advisors treated him like a baby…it reminded him of when he was the Little Prince. They asked him questions in bite size amounts. If he gave the answer they sought they asked no further…they reported that this is what the Old King wants. Old King loved aesthetics. He remembered the palace…the silk pillows…someone to dress him and tell him what a good boy he was.

Comic panel titled “PLANNING THE BALLROOM—DONALD & DONNIE: IN THE OVAL OFFICE,” showing Donald Trump and a boy discussing a ballroom plan; speech bubbles read “And here, Donnie, is where we’ll have the largest crystal chandeliers, a grand staircase right here... making it truly magnificent!”, “A staircase, yeah! And a big stage for an orchestra!”, “Big plans... like dad wanted.”, and “Trump is going to be a big name!”
A comic-style scene portrays Donald Trump and a boy planning an extravagant ballroom in the Oval Office.

Shadow Man

Leaf-covered forest path with a hand trowel in the foreground
A leaf-covered forest trail winds past a small hand trowel beneath a canopy of autumn trees.

The autumn sun cast long shadows. Appropriate for fall is the shadows we cast. A friend of similar age commented on his daily thoughts of mortality. He noted that another ten or eleven years could mean a change in health whereby he could not go where he wanted. I thought from your mouth to God’s ear. I have seen many having failing health in their 50s and 60s. I mentioned that a friend asked me if I ever thought about mortality…I replied that I did not…until his question…now I think about it daily. He agreed. So fall is well underway and either halfway done or soon to reach that mark. It has been quicker than ever due to the extreme heat for much of it. It has seemed like one long summer and a little fall tacked on.

Older man walking beside a laughing shadowy spirit on an autumn forest path
A cheerful traveler shares a spooky story with a laughing shadowy spirit in the autumn woods.

The Old Man saw it again. There it was in the wrong place for the Sun’s influence. A long shadow of a man wearing a big hat. It appeared at strange times. When life was a bit of a slog the Old Man would see the mysterious shadow. The Shadow walked out of the shadows…a mind of his own. Shadow exuded calm. Old Man called the Shadow…Shadow Man. Shadow Man was in the corner of the hospital room when the Old Man almost died as a child. Shadow Man rode with the Old Man and his mom in the ambulance when the driver commented, ‘This kid is not going to make it.’

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A paramedic monitors a child on a stretcher inside a moving ambulance at night.

‘I enjoy our walks…our talks…in the autumn woods,’ Shadow Man said. ‘I realize you think that life has happened much too quickly…this is not all there is…it is just the beginning,’ Shadow Man said. ‘When you were a child you learned to write cursive…you went to the library to use the card catalogue to find the book you needed…going to the Moon was a dream until it became reality,’ Shadow Man mused. ‘Now you carry a Library in your pocket…computers talk to you and you talk back…you wonder if AI will be the extinction of the human race or the rocket propulsion of it,’ Shadow Man laughed. ‘So it goes with this life…when you look back on it you will think what good training for what is coming,’ Shadow Man said .

Comic scene of an elderly man reaching toward a glowing portal labeled “THE VEIL” and “THE SECRET,” with memory scenes and text “HA HA! HEH HEH...” and “What good training Life was!”
An elderly man laughs as cherished memories lead him toward a glowing mysterious portal.

‘I enjoy are conversations as well,’ Old Man said. ‘Often I think of what is next,’ Old Man grinned. ‘The Day Of Life ends quickly,’ Old Man attested. ‘It is dawn with dew on the grass…all is new and shines with promise,’ Old Man observed. ‘The safety and security of Morning is a wonderful thing…then comes mid-day,’ Old Man laughed. ‘Time to not let grass grow under your feet…make hay while the sun shines…climb the ladder without fear,’ Old Man recalled. ‘Soon it is night…rest and reflection…a sense of place…see what you have not seen and do what you have not done,’ Old Man danced on one foot and then the other. ‘Then the Secret,’ Old Man whispered.

Comic panel text: THE OLD MAN AND THE SHADOW MAN WATCH THE OLD MAN'S LIFE WITH JOY...; It's all led to this... any moment now...; ...AND WAIT FOR THE SECRET TOGETHER. An elderly man sits with a cane beside a humanoid robot, facing a screen of life memories.
An elderly man reflects on his life alongside a futuristic robot in a warmly illustrated study.

Coming Attractions

Red-haired woman painting autumn leaves during a church art class
Artists gather in a church fellowship hall to celebrate autumn through colorful paintings and conversation.

MJ painted a Trivet yesterday in a painting class held at church and I am thoroughly impressed. It’s evident that she is a budding artist. A crisp Sunday full of the abundance of fall. There is a full Show Bill ahead for the rest of the year and the beginning of the next. Life is best when embraced with open arms. Thanksgiving is upon us. Many are grateful for the ease in some persistent fears. Christmas is just beyond the day of Thanks. A time of year that is a part of my character. From the days of Laughing Santa in Chicago where I knew I was a member of a mysterious magical world until now is part of the Great Story

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Two children head to the Chicago Theatre to see Lady and the Tramp on a snowy evening.

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The memorable trip to Chicago when I was but a wee Christmas Lad comes back to me a this time of year. We saw Lady and the Tramp in the Theatre. People were scurrying about on the sidewalks in front of the Theatre. Holiday music was everywhere. It was cold. Ivy and Steve and my older girlfriend, Susie, was there and she was holding my hand. Susie hugged me every time she saw me and often gave me a little kiss. I enjoyed seeing Lady and the Tramp with her. The humongous silver screen and darkened theatre enabled me to travel to the Story before me. There I was with Rusty and Jock and Tramp in the wonderful land. I had a bit of a crush on Lady. She was so lovely. Her home with Jim Dear and Darling which were the names Lady perceives her human parents have as this is what they call each other…was seemingly perfect accept for the Siamese Cats. Ivy and Neva J were best friends and our neighbor. The heady spirit of Christmas…Lady and the Tramp…being with my friends and a part of the hustle and bustle of the Christmas Season in Chicago was intoxicating.

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Santa joins a warmly decorated Christmas dining room filled with gifts, candles, and festive cheer.

Laughing Santa was my buddy. A little stuffed Santa with a plastic gregarious grin and a handy crank protruding from his back. His laugh when begun is full of Christmas cheer but soon sounds like a car engine being started on a winter’s morning. I knew no one who had a real life Laughing Santa. LS was a very perceptive fellow. He laughed often. LS laughed loudest when he saw the magnificent Christmas gifts under then giant Christmas tree. In the Snow Globe of Christmas in Chicago time had no end. It never ended for me.

Santa winds a mechanical gadget in a snowy village. Text: "HA! HO! HO! IT'S JUST ONE OF OF THOSE CRAZY MECHANICAL GADGETS! THE KIDS'LL LOVE IT! WHO KNEW I HAD ONE OF THESE?!" "HEE HEE HEE! IT'S FOR WINDING UP THE FUN!" "JUST WHEN SANTA THOUGHT HE'D SEEN IT ALL... A NEW TOY MECHANISM GETS INCORPORATED!"
Santa laughs while winding a surprising mechanical gadget in a snowy Christmas village.

Christmas Dinner at Grandma A’s was a unique experience. Her grand front porch seemed oversized. Sitting on it you could see the Star-Lite Drive-Inn. Neva J had sisters…Wanda…Vema…Guelda…along with Wandas kids Brenda and Billy and Vema’s husband Ed. Guelda was a widow and had recently moved from St. Louis. Guelda was much older than Neva J and Neva J had thought her rich when she and her first husband Lou visited from St. Louis. Guelda had fur coats and fine clothes and Lou was a successful Jewish businessman. Lou introduced Guelda to many Hollywood celebrities such as Bob Hope and Bing Crosby. Guelda’s sister and Neva J’s half sister Beulah would join the Christmas Feast at Grandma A’s. Beulah had grown children, DC…Allie and Bub and David Ray who came along with their kids. It was a full house. The St. Louis and Marissa folks I did not know very well due to not seeing them often. I did get acquainted with David Ray and Pat’s son Craig and Allie and Sonnies son Terry. I remember David Ray and Pat’s daughter Cyndy when she was little more than new born. Grandma A was the Star of Christmas. She enjoyed having her large family in her home during the holidays. Grandma A had ten children.

Comic-style Christmas dinner scene with family, turkey, Christmas tree, and text: “CHRISTMAS DINNER AT GRANDMA AS!”, “PASS THE TURKEY!”, “GRANDMA, THIS FUDGE IS AMAZING!”, “AND THE DIVINITY IS FLUFFY!”, “GRANDMA’S FAMOUS FUDGE!”, “GRANDMA’S FUDGE!”, and “DIVINITY!”
A joyful multigenerational family gathers around Grandma’s festive Christmas dinner and homemade desserts.

Magic Autumn

Winding path through an enchanted forest with glowing fireflies
A winding forest path glows beneath ancient trees and drifting fireflies.

A week is gone. The best things go quickly. The Old Man reaches with both hands to hold Magic Autumn. Many leaves are on the ground. Frost has visited the tender plants. The days of hibernation are coming. Days of deep thoughts by Jack Handy. ‘How did fall look to me when I was thirty…forty…fifty…sixty,’ the Old Man asked? ‘Did I see the beauty or was it on the checklist of things to do for fun,’ the Old Man asked. ‘The time of ghost stories…there are things half seen in the shadows,’ the Old Man mused. ‘Eyes looking out of the campfire smoke…leaves rustling…children’s laughter…but where are the kids,’ the Old Man asked?

Comic panel reading “AND THEN...”; an old storyteller says “AND THEN... THE PHANTOM VANISHED INTO THE SHADOWS! (Cackle)” while shadowy figures react “HAHAHAHA!”, “TEE-HEE!”, “GIGGLE!”, “GIGGLE!”, “OOOH!”, “GASP!”, and “SCARY!”
A storyteller’s spooky campfire tale delights a circle of shadowy listeners in an autumn forest.

‘Tell us the story of the Old Man of the Woods,’ the Kids asked among their giggles. ‘Did people really go to live with him in the fall and not return,’ the Kids said. ‘We heard his stories were compelling and soon those listening forgot who they were,’ Kids noted. ‘It is said that they live in the woods with him and if you listen closely you can hear their laughter,’ Kids said with glee. ‘It is told that the Old Man of the Woods is kind and protects children from danger,’ Kids stated.

‘Did I hear my name mentioned,’ Old Man of the Woods asked? ‘My wife and I have welcomed the poor forgotten homeless children for many years to our Woods Home,’ OM of the Woods said. ‘No one cared so we opened our doors to the needy kids,’ OM continued. ‘We find them homes in the community…but many choose to live with us in the Magic Woods,’ OM explained. ‘You will hear them giggle as they play in our Magic World of no fear,’ OM smiled. ‘There is a door between your world and ours…when we see a little one who is lost we rescue them,’ the Old Man of the Woods said quietly. ‘Our worlds coexist side by side…yet they are very different,’ OM noted with a laugh. ‘We wait for Father Christmas while you wait for Santa Claus…We enjoy vegetable lasagna with Thanksgiving Dinner while you eat turkey…our neighbors the Turkeys have a bone to pick with you,’ OM chortled.

Illustrated forest animals and people sharing a Thanksgiving feast beneath welcome banners
Forest friends gather for a joyful Thanksgiving feast filled with laughter, lasagna, and autumn warmth.

‘There is much to be said for not being afraid,’ Mr. Mole observed as he cleaned his spectacles. ‘So many of my human friends are scared and worried most of the time,’ Mr. Mole continued. ‘Badger and I want to the kids on a proper boat ride through the rushing creek in the Woods,’ Mr. Mole said with aplomb. ‘They must be exposed to the beauty of nature to understand the difference in media and horror created to divide us,’ Mr. Mole smiled. ‘Life is much simpler than the supposed experts tell us…for reasons know only to them they kindle the fire of fear,’ Mr. Mole continued. ‘The gentle rhythms of the Woods and the excitement of the rushing creek will be a Magic Autumn thrill that will stay with our young friends,’ Moley said as he danced about.

Woodland friends in boat labeled THE RIVER RAMBLER; speech bubbles read HOLD ON TIGHT!, POOH'S CAKES ARE THE BEST!, and YAY! YUMMY!
A cheerful crew rides the River Rambler through rushing rapids while sharing Pooh’s famous cakes.

The Quiet People

Comic panel text: “YEAH, YOU BETTER RUN!”, “GET OUT OF HERE!”, “They’re gone.”, “RECOVERED…”, “Hahaha!”, “Heheh…”, “Haha!”, “Chuckle”, “Joy”, “The fear that once consumed them was now a fading memory, a shadow pushed back by the dawn of their own resilience.”, “They found a strength they never knew they had. The future was bright.”
Three companions overcome fear together and discover unexpected strength on a shadowy city street.

Here we are again. Friday is here, and Christmas is coming. Our glass is half full and filling. It has been a good news week. The Quiet People spoke. FDR told us that the only thing we have to fear is fear itself…but not this week. There is a reason to get up in the morning. The challenge of the day is not too much for us. We are in the big show…the performance is ongoing…the audience is laughing at the comedy and crying at the tragedy. What a strange tale we tell. Born naked and crying, and leaving our journey taking nothing with us. While we are here, we join hands in the Fun House, trying to find the path to the exit. We, Quiet People, watch the show. Who needs our help…who needs us to obtain their goals…who sees us as those salt of the earth folks who need to be led.

Friends holding hands and searching for the exit in a mirror maze
A group of friends holds hands as they search for the exit through a colorful mirror maze.

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The Old Lion rises from his slumber. What has been happening he asks. ‘I am having difficulty discerning if my dreams are reality or reality is my dreams,’ Old Lion said. ‘I have strode upon the continents and over the oceans…my reach is beyond my grasp…my finale must be film-worthy,’ Old Lion noted with a wry grin. ‘My name engenders fear in my friends and dread for my enemies,’ Old Lion continued. ‘I still have tricks up my sleeve,’ Old Lion winked. ‘I must have an implementor…a young one who can take the long days and short nights…someone who is meaner than a junkyard dog,’ Old Lion laughed. ‘I will be remembered for my brilliance…I saw myself in the mirror just now…what an inspiration I am,’ Old Lion smiled broadly.

Majestic male lion sitting in a sunlit savanna landscape
A majestic lion sits alert in a sunlit savanna framed by distant mountains and acacia trees.

‘I think I can…I think I can…I think I can…we are many…we are one…we want peace not fear…hope not hurt…joy not sorrow,’ Quiet People said with a lovely voice. ‘Our voices sound like doves flying in the mountains…like a roaring stream in the woods…like the sound of joy in the face of fear,’ Quiet People said. ‘Tears of joy have replaced tears of sorrow…we will meet the day with confidence…we will speak from our seclusion…,’ Quiet People said with a dance of redemption.

Happy passengers ride a colorful steam train through mountains; speech bubbles say “HA HA!”, “JOY!”, “CAN’T STOP LAUGHING!”, “THIS IS SO MUCH FUN!”, and “CHOO CHOO!”
A cheerful group rides a colorful mountain train beneath playful laughter-filled speech bubbles.

‘Could it be a terrible and frightening game?’ Chet asked? ‘I watched a TV show about the Mob and marveled as one mobster told his enemy that he had to kill his son because it was part of the game,’ Chet noted. ‘The mobster who had lost his son said he knew the fellow who had killed his son had a daughter,’ Chet noted. ‘Have we Quiet People been living a Show called Blood Sport,’ Chet asked. ‘Is the hate…hurt…fear…part of an evil game…have we been the pawns?’ Chet asked.

Comic scene of people controlled by strings on a chessboard, with text about quiet people as pawns
A comic-style scene portrays people as chess pieces controlled by a calculating figure.