A Chicago Christmas

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Although I only spent 5 years in the city of my birth…I remember it well!  There was a snow on the ground and more in the air, as mom announced that she had retrieved Laughing Santa…and that I must come to see him!

Before me was the little, stuffed, Chief Elf…with his brightly painted face and the crank on his back.  The more that mom turned the crank…the more heartily Old St. Nick laughed.  I watched his antics and reveled in his laughter and wondered how he was able to be so human and yet…seemed not to be so?

There were many, uniquely wrapped, gifts under the 8 foot aluminum Christmas Tree.   Pointing at the shiny artificial  Tannenbaum was a rotating light with a cover of multi-colors that diffused the spectrum of color of the subsequent glow of the beam.

We had returned from our excursion into the city where we saw the new release of Walt Disney’s movie, Lady and the Tramp.  And, the information overload for me, at 3 years old, was tremendous…and ‘visions of sugarplums danced in my head!’

Soon dad and me and mom sat under the Tree as a, mysterious visitor, took our photo…’and that is the rest of the story.’

It was after dark and our outside Christmas lights were lit…and we heard a terrible commotion on the roof of our house in Sauk Village.  It sounded like someone had been on the roof and fell off.  As dad answered the door, I heard him proclaim…’Why come right in!’  There before us…was Santa Claus in all of his red suited, and white bearded, and pipe smoking glory!

Santa laughed, a lesser laugh, than what I had expected…and he wondered if he could use our phone to call Mrs. Claus?  He went on to say that he and the Missus had been involved in a spat when he left and he needed to ensure that there was a home for him to return to…when the Christmas Eve work was completed.  Dad showed him our one phone in the hall…and he began to dial.  We gave him his privacy…he looked like that he needed it.  We heard him say, ‘but…but…but,’ on several occasions, and then he joined us in the living room.  Santa said that he had patched things up and inquired was there anything that he could do for us…before he resumed his journey.  Mom responded that she would like for him to snap a family photo of us under the Christmas Tree.  Santa took her camera and took two pictures…in case the first one did not come out right.

Dad poured the, ‘spritely old elf,’ some eggnog and asked if he wanted something stronger in it…and he smiled with the rosiest of cheeks and said, ‘absolutely!’

As Santa left, on our carport were the reindeer and a bright red glow…from Rudolph’s nose.  Donner and Vixen called out to Santa and asked, ‘where’s ours?’ referring to the spiked eggnog.

So, that is how the Brooks Family Photo…was taken.

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‘Waiting For Godot’

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‘Waiting for Godot is a play by Samuel Beckett.’    Wikipedia

”The play is a typical example of the Theatre of the Absurd, and people use the phrase ‘waiting for Godot’ to describe a situation where they are waiting for something to happen, but it probably never will…’    Wikipedia

So, I often say that I am, ‘waiting for Godot!’

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Aren’t we all waiting for many things in our lives…that have not exhibited themselves ever…or at least not on a semi-regular basis We wait for Godot when we seek justice and fair treatment for all peoples…not just the majority or those who are favored by the political class.  We wait patiently for our elected leaders to care more about their constituents than their own interests.  What a treat it would be to witness a concerted focus to address global warming!

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We live in a country that, by all available measurable criteria, live in multiple realities.  There was a famous book, many years ago, that was entitled, Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus.  This book demonstrated the difficulty in men and women communicating with each other and understanding and empathizing with each others point of view.  Today points of view are dictated by the television news network that you receive your news from.

When I was a teenager, men simply understood that they were going to be drafted and be sent to Vietnam.  My cousin, Billy, was drafted.  The only reason that I was not drafted was due to President Carter abolishing the draft before I became of age to go!

We all watched Walter Cronkite on CBS or Huntley and Brinkley on NBC and we basically received the same news.

We wept when President Kennedy was assassinated in Dallas, Texas on November 22, 1963 at 12:30 pm, central standard time.  Somehow, we understood that we would never be the same…and we have not!

We are told by our parents and our elders to work hard and ‘pay-our-dues’ and seek to excel in our careers!  We are assured that if we will apply ourselves…we will climb the ladder of success…and we will be another example of the American Dream!  We are told that anyone can be President of the United States and anyone can be the CEO of a Fortune 500 company…the Horatio Alger story of rags to riches…is ours for the taking….

But, what if the person who is doing the hiring…does not play by the rules?  What if it is not…what you know…but who you know….?

Institutions agonize regarding their low morale.  They engage is studies….and consultants….and large committees…too investigate and conduct in depth research into the quandary of ebbing excitement about the work-place!

The answer is simple….we all wait….much as our Jewish friends wait for the Messiah…or justice and equity and fairness…and recognition of consistent hard work and a passion for the job….and someone who has placed their heart and soul into their career….being recognized for their efforts…rather than being passed over for a friend of the boss!

We are still, ‘Waiting for Godot!’

 

 

Who Is Watching

Autumn suburban street with vintage cars beneath dramatic storm clouds
A quiet suburban street glows beneath dramatic storm clouds and fading autumn light.

The Victorian House was on Illinois Avenue. The Old Man was five. A fireplace in every room. A coal furnace in the basement. Sounds throughout the night. Scampering of little feet. Life changed from Chicago. A sealed well in the backyard that sounded like someone was in it.

Gothic Victorian mansion with lit windows, bare trees, and winding garden path
A warmly lit Victorian mansion emerges from a misty, leaf-strewn garden beneath a stormy autumn sky.

It was the first day of school. Walking with cousin Brenda. She was beginning eighth grade. Neva J and Bill were having marital trouble. Was the Victorian House haunted, or did the haunting come with the family?

‘I swear that is a big rat,’ Chet said as he looked at the dead rat in the bathtub. ‘Neva J found the rat in the tub, you say?’ Chet said. ‘Have you noticed the shadows when the High School Football Lights are on? They’re spooky,’ Chet continued. ‘This year we shall have the Halloween Party at the Old Vic,’ Chet winked. ‘We do things a bit differently in the south,’ Chet smiled. ‘We will explore what is behind the locked door on top of the well,’ Chet mused.

Football tackle comic with text: “Eldorado Stadiums High School Our Home Turf Is Defend…,” “Nice Tackle, Gabe!,” “Eldorado High School,” and scoreboard 3–2, 6, 24–17.
An intense comic-book tackle unfolds as Eldorado High defends its home turf.

‘Come into my web said the spider to the fly,’ Neva J said to the first graders. ‘I have punch and Merlot and scary surprises,’ Neva J said, smiling a devilish smile. ‘We will bob for apples and drink cider, but before that we are going out back to the well to knock three times on the lid,’ Neva J winked. ‘It is said that if you enter the well, you never leave,’ Neva J danced on one foot and then the other.

Two travelers sharing a meal in a lantern-lit stone cellar
Two travelers share a warm meal in a lantern-lit stone cellar beneath a winding staircase.

‘Look, there is a winding staircase,’ Jane said. ‘At the bottom is a man and woman eating dinner,’ Jane continued. ‘They look like they are from the 1940s,’ Jane mentioned. ‘I wonder if they climbed down the winding stairs as we did,’ Jane asked.

Winding wooden staircase inside a decaying Gothic mansion covered in cobwebs
A sweeping wooden staircase winds through a haunted, cobweb-filled Gothic mansion.

‘Well, I’ll be, Fred, we have company,’ Sybil said. ‘No one has visited us in some time,’ Sybil continued. ‘I wonder if they are worried about the bomb as we were,’ Sybil asked. ‘They are dressed for Halloween and have Merlot and cider,’ Sybil exclaimed.

‘Welcome, all,’ Fred said with a broad smile. ‘We built this bomb shelter when the atomic bombs were dropped on Hiroshima and Nagasaki,’ Fred explained. ‘We have been reluctant to come above ground and have become quite satisfied with our community of underground dwellers,’ Fred noted. ‘We have stores and a theatre, churches and spas,’ Fred laughed. ‘There are miles of liminal space, but we miss knowing what year it is,’ Fred said quizzically.

‘It is October 1962, and there is fear of nuclear weapons being used due to a crisis with Cuba,’ Chet said. ‘President Kennedy has given Premier Kruscheve an ultimatum,’ Chet said, fearfully. ‘If a Nuclear War begins, it will be the end of all of us,’ Chet observed.

Comic titled The Cuban Missile Crisis showing Kennedy and Khrushchev on telephones with a map of Cuba and missiles
A retro comic illustrates Kennedy and Khrushchev confronting the Cuban Missile Crisis by telephone.

‘Truman is no longer President,’ Sybil asked. ‘We have only been down here a few months,’ Sybil said. ‘The world we knew has changed, and we were not a part of it; due to our infatuation with the liminal space of the underground, we have been under a spell,’ Sybil exclaimed. ‘Time has fooled us,’ Sybil said.

Comic panel reading “FOOLED BY TIME IN THE DEPTHS,” showing an elderly couple dining underground; signs read “TIME IS A CIRCLE,” “STAYING HERE?,” and “TIME DOESN’T APPLY HERE,” while speech bubbles discuss Tuesday, stopped clocks, and dinner.
An elderly couple shares dinner in a tunnel where time appears to have stopped.

Peace

Graphic of a remembrance gathering beneath the World Trade Center reading: “Year 25. The voids may be filled with bricks and glass... but the ache remains. We gather to remember, to grieve, and to pray for peace.” Speech bubbles read, “Is peace a destination, or a path we keep walking?” and “Still feels like yesterday... but it’s been a lifetime of trying to heal.” A banner reads, “September 11, 2001–2016: Honor 25 Years–Honor & Remember.”
A diverse crowd gathers in New York to remember September 11 and pray for peace.

The air is a bit cooler. Our memories are clear. Out of loss comes strength. Our days are full of nights we reflect. I watched the workmen, first responders, and people from all over the country and the world come to where the World Trade Center was and dig to find survivors. Floodlights cast eerie shadows of the ruin. We waited for news of a survivor being found. Not many were. The pain, fear, ashen faces streaked with tears. A taste of Apocalypse.

Comic scene with text: “GROUND ZERO: THE LONG NIGHT. Searchlights slice through the smoke and darkness. The ground is a treacherous mix of metal, cables, and broken concrete.” Firefighters search rubble with a dog; speech bubbles read “Gotta find them...” and “Focus... hold the light.”
Rescue workers and a search dog comb through rubble under powerful searchlights.

The Queen’s Band at Buckingham Palace played the Star-Spangled Banner. America’s sorrow was felt worldwide. We did not know who we were, as the song says.

Comic panel text: “LONDON, SEPTEMBER 11, 2001: AT BUCKINGHAM PALACE, AN UNPRECEDENTED TRIBUTE…” A British military band plays amid crowds; speech bubble reads, “STARS AND STRIPES FOREVER] …AND THE ROCKETS’ RED GLARE…” Bottom text reads, “…HER MAJESTY’S BAND PLAYS THE AMERICAN NATIONAL ANTHEM IN SOLIDARITY AND REMEMBRANCE.”
A comic-style scene depicts a British military band playing the American national anthem outside Buckingham Palace in remembrance.

Members of Congress sang God Bless America on the steps of the Capitol. No division or backbiting that day. We understood we needed each other. We needed our enemies to be our friends and our friends to love us.

So it goes 25 years later, and still looking for the devil in all the wrong places. We are a nation of immigrants. If immigrants are the problem, we must raise our hands. Not naive emotion, but practical examination. We must not fight the peaceful. We must not wage war with our friends. We are not always right. God loves the world.

Former President Reagan asked whether, if we were suddenly under attack from an alien force, we would unite to defeat it. The scripture admonishes us not to seek the mote in our neighbor’s eye when we have a beam in our own.

‘If the blind lead the blind, will we not all go into the ditch?

A Peaceable Kingdom is within our grasp. To have it, we shall lay down our preconceived bias and prejudice and learn of each other our humanity. The lion and the lamb did not begin laying down together…they were inspired.

Lion and lamb resting together while a child leads peaceful animals
A child guides peaceful animals as a lion and lamb rest together beneath a prophetic message.

Remember

Nighttime New York skyline with Twin Towers; text reads “SEPTEMBER 10, 2001,” “The last peaceful night... Everything changes tomorrow,” and “FADE OUT.”
A comic-style nighttime skyline captures New York on the last peaceful night before September 11, 2001.

The day is locked in our memory: 9/11. What a horrible day. We did not know what was happening. We knew someone was attacking us and wondered what was coming next. Where would it stop, or would it? Life changed for us. Terrorists had brought destruction to our shores. Many alive today were not born when 9/11 happened. It is difficult to describe the fear and dread. I worked at the University. Was terrorism coming there? Attacked? In the years following, we had threat-level color codes. They were difficult to keep up with. Flying was an exercise in everyone assessing each other. Who was the next plotter? I stayed on one of the top floors of a hotel in Tampa in January 2002 for a University meeting and regularly looked out of the window at the sky. We were told If you see something, say something. What does that mean? The President told us to go to Disney World and live our lives, but our lives had been altered. Hate found a place in our lives. Hate never solves anything.

Manhattan street crowd reading newspapers titled “Attack on America—What Now?”
A crowded Manhattan street reacts to breaking news of an attack on America in September 2001.

How have 25 years gone by so quickly? Now domestic terrorism is a significant problem. The politics of fear. Some call for America for Americans. Who is that…are you speaking of the indigenous people of our land? Healing is hard; hate is easy.

‘It appears a small plane has hit one of the World Trade Center Towers,’ Katie said. ‘We are working on getting more information,’ Katie continued.

One Tower collapsed. A jet aimed for and hit the second Tower. The scene was surreal. We were all in a shared nightmare. The second Tower collapsed. People were running, covered in white dust. Covered in the ashes of others. The look on their faces: Dante’s Inferno. The White House was evacuated; a jet was on its way to hit it.

Comic panel of people fleeing collapsing skyscrapers with text reading RUN, CRASHHHH, RUMBLE, and SCREAAAHAM
Terrified city residents flee through falling debris as skyscrapers collapse in a dramatic comic-book scene.

Thousands of photos of missing people were posted outside the World Trade Center thousands who would not be found. People came to help. Dig. Breathe the toxic, pervasive white ashen dust. We did not know.

Sepia memorial scene with missing-person photographs

So, what do we do 25 years later? Hate has not worked. There are terrorists within and without. The job of terrorists is to cause terror. When we are afraid, we think poorly. Ethnicity, religion, and country of origin are not the answer to Terror. Perhaps we should talk together. Be honest with each other. Pray for each other.

Comic panel reading “FAITH IN EACH OTHER,” showing interfaith volunteers planning service projects.
People from different faith traditions unite to organize a community soup-kitchen cleanup and supply drive.

Consider others’ feelings. Find the numerous similarities, not the few differences. Be quiet and watch, listen, and think before we speak. What if God tells us we all failed the test?

The Hole

Comic panel reading “7TH STREET,” “701,” “703,” “705,” “...there was a secret buried on Seventh Street, deeper than the shadows themselves...,” and “Chapter 3: The Secret on Seventh.”
A trench-coated detective investigates a cryptic secret buried beneath Seventh Street.

It started small. An indentation in the earth. When the grass was tall, you barely noticed it as you walked over it. Something must have given way underneath the valley in the yard. It seemed to get a little deeper each day.

‘The Hole has taken a life of its own,’ Chet said. ‘It makes an excellent foxhole,’ Chet continued. ‘I wonder what is causing the subsidence,’ Chet mused. ‘The yards of our neighbors do not seem to be affected,’ Chet commented. ‘It is as if someone was digging upwards,’ Chet winked. ‘I am going to sell tickets to see the ever-deepening hole,’ Chet laughed. ‘Neva J told me that all of our homes are built over former underground coal mines; perhaps we will soon see coal,’ Chet noted.

1950s-style comic showing a 1963 backyard hole attraction, ticket booth, visitors, and speech bubbles
A quirky 1963 backyard attraction draws curious visitors eager to see its ever-expanding hole.

‘Hello…Hello…is anyone out there?’ the Voice asked. ‘My name is Tom, and I have been lost next door for a while,’ the Voice said. ‘I was playing pool with Herb, and when it was time to leave, I lost my twine and could not find my way out of his humongous basement,’ the Voice said. ‘I could hear Herb and someone he called Fats laughing and the pool balls clacking, but I could not find them; the basement went on and on with mostly liminal space,’ the Voice said. ‘I did encounter some Alien Hunters who were as lost as I was; they had not found any Aliens nor the door out of the basement,’ the Voice said. ‘Matilda called my name many times, but she was so far away,’ the Voice said. ‘All of the houses on Seventh Street are three-storied or more, but you only see the tops of them at street level; the rest is underground,’ Tom lamented. ‘An Old Man told me that they had been built during World War II as Atomic Bomb Bunkers,’ Tom continued.

Man carrying lantern in corridor; signs read “EXIT?”; speech bubbles say “Day... 34? Still nothing but this nightmare loop.” and “Just... one... exit... please...”
A weary traveler searches a decaying underground maze for a way out.

Yes, I was one of the original builders of the Seventh Street Houses, the Old Man said. ‘The idea for them was sound, but something happened,’ the Old Man reflected. ‘They kept growing in dimension with no visible ending to the expansion,’ the Old Man noted. ‘Many folks have entered the front door of the little row houses and never came out,’ the Old Man mused. ‘As near as I can tell, the halls and rooms go on forever,’ the Old Man explained. ‘I entered one of the front porch doors in World War II and never left,’ the Old Man winked. ‘There is no time in the expanse, no clocks, no watches, only endless liminal space,’ the Old Man whispered.

Smoke-filled crater amid rubble, broken beams, and fallen power lines
A smoke-filled crater dominates a devastated landscape of rubble, broken beams, and fallen power lines.
Four explorers in a corridor: “This way looks exactly like the last one.” “I’m telling you, I marked that junction three times.” “Is it me, or is the buzzing getting louder?”
A four-person team investigates a seemingly endless hallway while sensing an ominous electrical hum.

Next Door

Baking bowl, measuring spoons, plants, and open recipe book on kitchen table
A warmly lit kitchen table holds baking ingredients, utensils, and an open family recipe book.

Neighbors once borrowed from each other. Everyone knew one another and spent many evenings on their front porches, visiting and swapping tales. You might not be familiar with the inside of their houses, but you had a lived experience with their front porch. The cool of the evening chat was welcome. Little was thought about what the neighbor’s house looked like on the inside. Coal mining towns had similar houses built by the Coal Company for the workers. A kitchen, living room, bedroom or two, and if lucky, a little restroom. The roofs were all alike. Built side by side, you could smell what was for dinner next door. You could also hear conversations not meant for your ears without trying. Life was shared outside; inside were secrets.

Neighbors and children socializing outside brick row houses on a residential street
Neighbors gather on adjoining porches and sidewalks in a warmly nostalgic midcentury streetscape.

‘Go next door and borrow a cup of sugar,’ Neva J said to Billy B. ‘Here is the cup,’ Neva J noted with a smile. ‘Wait on the porch while Matilda gets the sugar,’ Neva J noted.

‘Come in, Billy B. I don’t think you have been inside before,’ Matilda said. ‘Do you like to play pool? There is a pool table downstairs in the basement,’ Matilda said, grinning. ‘Herbert is down there now playing; I hear the balls cracking,’ Matilda said, laughing.

Vintage pool hall scene with CLICK!, WHIRRRR, EXIT, EXIT, and HMMM... text
A tense pool hall scene unfolds as a sharply dressed player takes his shot and a startled man emerges backstage.

‘I did not know Matilda and Herb had a basement,’ Billy B thought. ‘These appear to be the stairs to the basement; I hear the pool balls striking each other,’ Billy B mused as he climbed down the steps.

‘Welcome, Billy B. Come on down. I bet you did not realize our house was so big it appears very small from the outside,’ Herb winked. ‘In fact, the inside dimensions are different than the outside dimensions,’ Herb smiled. ‘A neat architectural trick,’ Herb laughed. ‘I got lost in here for a month once; now I trail twine to find my way back to Matilda,’ Herb said softly. ‘The Snider family, who owned your family’s house before you came, lost their son here; we looked and looked but never found him. Sometimes I think I hear him crying,’ Herb said with a gleam in his eye. ‘So I hear you are a pool player as good as Minnesota Fats in his heyday,’ Herb said. ‘Fats played here many times; I think he is still here…somewhere,’ Herb mused. ‘Before you go, Matilda will take you to the third floor so you can admire all you can see of our little village,’ Herb said.

MYSTERY MANSION: THE LOST ADVENTURE. The string’s still here... must mean I’m on the right path, but it’s like a maze in here. Just gotta find the red thread again, I know I left it by the entry. CREEEAK! SCRATCH! In the confusing, winding halls of Herb’s massive Victorian home, he hoped the twine would lead him home in 1963.
A lost explorer follows a mysterious red thread through the winding halls of Herb’s Victorian home.

‘Hi, Neva. Billy B is downstairs with Herb playing pool. Would you like to go to the third floor with me and see the view of our village?’ Matilda asked. ‘Take this twine with you so we can find our way back,’ Matilda said, laughing.

Comic panels show Neva and Billy discovering a hidden Victorian mansion inside a four-room house.
Neva and Billy explore a surprisingly grand Victorian mansion hidden inside a modest four-room house.